k how many times did i cry today... one... two... three... four... FIVE!!! broke record right? haha
k firstly in the morning my mum suddenly tell me dun wanna go... i dun wanna force but i really wanted her to go... she didnt want to go then i nvm lor... but in my heart really hurt alot... she didnt know so i cried on my bed to God then felt better and went to school...
then i come to school... graduation day... i sing song.. cry another time haha... but not tt bad la... then speech cry again... then after that go home... i see everyone wif parents then i went home... alone... so i cried again... but God filled my heart and told me He was there and i know that was enough...
then 5th time is i got scolded by sean juz now... and i was tired... usually i will juz quarrel wif him... but dunno why cry also... haix...
monday prelim result coming out... i've got the faith to pull through and go to jc orientation... sigh... sean... even if i got a lvl paper on monday, i will still go routine and go for church on sunday... cuz i already know that God made a way for me... so i wouldnt go for make up svc even if people ask me to... wadever la... no one reads anyway... except torrance maybe... not to even say sean...
went to yilun cg for make up cell cuz of the dumb graduation and the sermon was bout attitude... then their cg style not the same as ours wan... more suaning... more relax and happy... or maybe im juz too serious... probably...
